Hatred and Fear

by deadnalone   Feb 6, 2005


You see the girl, sat all on her own,
She finally gave up, her tears she has shown,

No place left to hide, no one left to call,
She tried to stop cutting; she gave it her all,

Scars on her wrists, scars in her heart,
From where it has, once more, been torn so apart,

Hugging her knees, to her chest, with her arms,
Praying that something will keep her safe from all harms,

The people she can turn to, they just want the answers,
They want to know why this hurt stays with her like cancer,

She has no explanation, no answers to give,
Nothing to tell them why she no longer wants to live,

Breathing seems so unnecessary, the only thing she needs,
Seems to be the blade, to watch her cuts, as she bleeds,

She wishes not to feel this urge, this strong magnetic force,
She didn't do anything wrong, other people have done worse,

Why did her family break, leave her with this broken home?
Why did everyone keep hurting her, till she felt so cold and alone?

Torn at the seems, ripped to the core,
No one understands why she needs to heal more,

Nothing really matters, not this little girl,
Sat watching all the fake people, they make her want to hurl,

Walking on past in their perfect little lives,
Souls full of self-love and souls full of lies,

If only this little girl, still had a little more love,
If only she had a million angels, to help lift her up above,

Look at little dolly, tattooed on her heart,
Is the pain inside of it, she don’t know where to start,

Hold on tight to love child, hold on tight and dear,
Don’t let hurt defeat you, let people stop your fear,

Hold the love to you, little baby, no one can hurt you now,
You just have to learn to stop, hurting yourself somehow,

This is too much to take, I’m lost so far and in between,
Lost in all the memories, of things I've heard and seen,

I’ll hold on tight to this ledge now, even if I want to drop,
Cause I don’t want to hurt any of you; I just want to stop,

Stop the pain in this girl’s heart, hold her close and near,
She needs someone to understand, all this hatred and fear.

**I haven't started again...... yet**

*All votes and comments greatly appreciated as always*

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  • 19 years ago

    by confusion

    brill hun, reli liked the lines

    Walking on past in their perfect little lives,
    Souls full of self-love and souls full of lies,

    but it was all great!
    tlk 2 mme wen eva -x-x-x-x-x-x-

  • 19 years ago

    by Toni

    *hugs* brilliant poem ellie! Its so so good, unique style too. I reli hope u find the strength to hang on in there, plz plz dont start self harming again xxxxxx

  • 19 years ago

    by jescelle

    amazing as always hun, but i dont nkw how to explain to you that its all gonna be ok, you do know that doncha? i love you hunnie
    jescelle

  • 19 years ago

    by Knoxy

    Hey, this is amazing!! you did a terrific job!! and i'm glad that you havent started again...keep ur head up...take care and keep on writing!!
    ~Luv Alwayz Knoxy

  • 19 years ago

    by amie

    im glad you havent started it agen. ive done that 2 but i dnt do it any more, wel i aven't for a while. stay strong x x x