I Hate That I Love You

You always know how to hurt me
You always have that special touch
That gives you the power
To make or break me
I'll play dead at your command

I'll do anything you ask me to
I'd cut my skin with thorns
If you wanted the rose
I'd kiss Death
If it amused you

I would drop everything;
Give up everything
Just so I could tend to you
Your will can be my way
And I'll become your drone

You told me
That you wanted me to be happy
Well you screwed up
And now
I'm dying inside

I'm holding my arms out
Shoot me, I'm wide open!
Do you know what you've done?
I thought that you were honest
I thought that I could depend on you

I hate what you said!
I hate what yu did!
I hate that you can't tell me the truth
Without hiding from me!
I hate that I love you!

I don't expect you to love me back
I don't expect a thing from you
Except for you to just trust me
Nothing else
Anything more would be too much

I think I'm going to go insane
This broke the final straw
I've fallen in too deep
But now, I know the truth
And it's hurting me to smile anymore...