Suicide letter

Dear mom,
please don't cry.
i didn't mean to make you sad. please please don't morn me mom.
and tell dad not to either.
please don't let yourselves get divorced over this
thats my biggest worry.
Ive seen you guys fight ever since your son and my brother went to the hospital.
I'm sorry if Ive disappointed you mom.
tell your daughter and my sister that i love her.
and I'm so thankful for how much shes been there for me lately.
tell all my Friends to forget i existed i know how hard death can be on someone my age.
mom I'm sorry this happened.
i just couldn't stand life anymore. it was so material so fake.
but although that is my opinion dint let that bother you i want you to be happy.
don't let anyone see this note. its so depressing.
i don't want anyone to get depressed over me
don't worry about a funeral mom its not needed.
trust me
that just means people are are sad that i died
but you shouldn't be
because i am so happy now
i no it
tell everyone i loved them so much
don't let that grandparents no that i was depressed or that i did this
just tell them that it was an accident
I'm sorry once again that this happened
i just had to get out
and maybe this has released a burden on you
i heard you when you told me to be normal that day after your son left
you said you couldn't handle it again
so i have died so that you won't

mom, dad, brother, sister i love you but i must say goodbye

my fears are now washed away
my tears drown and forgotten
so goodnight sleep well don't morn over me because i am already gone and you are on your way to finally smiling
sleep well

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