Let me die

You know how much i hurt
You know i don't wanna be here
You know i have to give up
Or give in to this fear

I've told you all my secrets
All the times I've tried to cut
All the time I've spent wondering
And asking God "why" and "what"

I can only dream for the knife
That someday soon will come
And finish me off
Take me back to where i came from

So don't talk me out of it
Because you feel it too
And if it's so bad for me
Then how come its not for you

You at least have people that love
People like me
But i know that no one cares
And its not because i can't see

I know that you care
You're one of very few
So please forgive me
When i finally do

This poem
Just might be my goodbye
But its not your fault
So PLEASE let me die!!!