SILENT TEARS

Go into my room after a long torn fight
look out my window suddenly day has turned to night
shut my blinds in hatred blockng the moonlight
turn my back on all hope i wihs i didnt have this life
screams echoing the houses tall frame
i just want ot wake up...this never ending game
pain keeps coming from the things hes done before i cant stop crying i hit my bed room floor
breathing hard..please dont let my lungs callaps
i cant take this anymore
crying turns to sobbing as i remember all the love
but i cant now as i taste my own blood
theres a knock on my locked door but i dont even blink remain silenced on the carpet floor
words-cold and harsh
hits-that left eh scares
things i couldnt share with people even on mars
my music is cranked up loud
repeting the words i cant hear cause wuhat is takeing over is my worst fear
minutes seem like hours
hours seem as years
but as i cry ill lay here for iternity crying these silent tears