Can't sleep
Stare at my ceiling
Close my eyes
Try to think
Think of all the time you thought I was happy
The pictures pop into my mind
The pictures form a movie
But this movie is missing scenes
It skips
The screen goes blank
It's all dark now
Open my eyes my pillow is full of tears
Teats brought by the times you thought I was happy
But I wasn't
The lies hurt so bad
The smiles burned
But I would do anything for you
Even act happy
When I wasn't
