*I wanna state this isn't a true story, I made almost everything up, enjoy!*
Its 2 o'clock at night
My pillow is soaked from my tears
Mom and Dad just had a fight
I never thought my Dad would be my worst fear
I get up half asleep
I look into my mirror
My eyes red from last nights weep
And on the way to school falls one last tear
I walk through the halls with my head hanging down
My hair in my face so no one gets suspicious
But I cannot help my frozen frown
Then I look up for one second people looking curious
I turn away quickly
And step into the classroom
I ask to go to the bathroom
No one around I run
They're coming back the pain has won
I get out my razor
I dip in deep
This makes up for all the times
That I just had to stop my urge to weep
I wanted to cry so bad
Right there at school I was sad
I was confused
I wanted to go home
But then I'd just be the same like I always am
Alone
I went back to class after pulling down my sleeves
People started to stare
As they saw my mascara bleed
I asked to go to the bathroom again
This crying sensation wouldn't end
So I went into a stall
I wiped away my black bleeding tears
And I took out my notebook
The ones with my poems from last year
I read them and I cried
Because they were about happiness
The cotton candy I tasted
The sugar that made me laugh
All the was now wasted
There was one last blank page
I knew what I was going to write
I felt the motivation, the rage
I'm going to right about last night
