Someone I've Become

Screams of a hallow voice until her last breath
She bares this pain carved into her body mind and soul
Weeping dry tears
Wounds wide open
Infected with all her fears

What you see is not what it seems to be
You see her smile You hear laugh
But what you don't really see is each day is just another part of her act

For you don't really see her laugh And you don't really hear her smile
You don't see her mentality twisted You don't see she'll fade not only for a while

She's deaf to your stares
Blind to your comments
Disabled to face the truths
Screaming her heart out

In the dark she cries to sleep
at exactly a quarter to ten
Morning comes A smile pasted on her face
Ready to bare the world over and over again

I see her each and every day
With the same scars she hides so well
She's someone I've become and it's true
In the dark is where my heart dwells

I'm in prisoned because of their mistakes
I cannot be trusted because of what they did
I'm a liar for every breath i take

I'm lost and I'm wounded
No one can find me
I cannot be healed
No one can find me For i cannot find myself...
This is what I've revealed