Deadly Thoughts

Tears fill up each eye
As I ponder the end to come in my mind
What would happen if my family should die
And I was left behind

Would I cry a thousand tears
Or never talk again
Would all my awful fears
No longer be foreign

As I picture their bloody death
My mind becomes a blur
I struggle with each breath
And my thoughts become darker

Where would I go
What would I do
This I surely know
I couldn't live without you

The tears now slide down my face
They come in steady streams
I try to run, but the thoughts chase
They are in each of my dreams

Can I ever escape the nightmare
Will they ever leave me alone
They tear me up without a care
And leave behind only bone

Before I leave I will snap
From the time the thoughts first appeared
It was just a gruesome trap
It's what I've always feared

Now my end has come
The sadness is too much
Now my will to live is only some
I'm in the deadly shadow's clutch

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