I'm just one person trying to get by
trying to live in this world without wanting to die
all my friends sending my world back down when I finally get it of the *ucking ground
family saying I'm a liar or he was drunk wasn't sure what he was doing
but they don't seem to know the fact of how much he ruined
I'm not as strong as I could have been
he did this to me all of them
they do little things they don't think will matter
but everything they do it just cause my heart to shatter
why do my friends have to slit there wrists
always *ucking around with some guy thats just a piece of sh*t
why does everything have to happen like this
where I'm still in love with the first guy I kissed
why do I still care
for him when hes no longer there
why is there so many guys who like me
but then when they have me who I am isn't who they want me to be
why do I try so hard to make my ex mad
all he did was break my heart and made me sad
why cant I just move on and forget
the first time me and my ex met
why cant I forget my life of lies
how I tell everyone I don't stay up at night and cry
why are there so many people that in this world want to say goodbye
but so many who are so afraid to die
why do so many cries go unheard and no one seems to care
because when you need the people you believe are your friends they're not there
