So many things

No body signed on for this Job no one ever asked god for life
now I'm just wishing to end mine with a knife
So many nights Ive stayed up crying
so many days I wished I were dying

all these guys that tare me apart
all these people who just try to break my heart
all these things I don't want to live with
like longing for one true love just to kiss

so many times I never got to say good bye
just so many times I tried hard not to cry
so many times Id rather be dead
just so many times I wish I didn't hear what was said

all the days I live I don't want to be here
because the pain inside I feel I don't think anyone could care
so many days this place isn't where I want to be
to many nights you is who I want to see

so many days and so many nights Id sleep just to get away
so many times I don't know what to say
so many things that tare me apart
all because I keep so many things hidden in my heart