I’m lost and alone again
I can no longer find my way
I never knew my reasons for this
Ill take you to my grave
Follow me as I show you
A life that wasn’t lived
A story left untold
This is all I have to give
Wishes slowly fade
Along with my dreams
Sorrow flows right through my mind
It’s never what it seems
I welcome you into my world
The life that I once had
I never used to be this way
I never once was sad
But now the scars, the tears and the blood
Are all that I know?
With the darkest parts of my mind
The hate just seems to grow
When I look back at my life
I wonder what went wrong
I knew that I wasn’t meant for this
I knew I didn’t belong
A Freak left with nothing
A child left unloved
All I needed was a little care
A smile and gentle touch
Now as I lie here
Motionless with a knife
When you look back at what you saw
Imagine living my life
Tell me now the truth
How long would you last?
With those images inside your mind
And the scars from the past
Ive gave it all I had
I tried oh so hard
What can I say, I’m not who you thought
I’m broken down and scarred
In loving memory of lee Gilbert
It has come down to this
I left this world with nothing
Just a simple wish
Not to be remembered for what I did
Nor for the scars and tears
I want you to think of me
As your friend throughout the years
Not as the kid who hates his life
Nor wants to die
Not as the freak that people hate
Not the one who used to cry
I want you to think of me
With a prayer once in a while
And when you remember this kid
I want you to smile…
