My love, you have no idea how many times I cry at night just because I fear that one day you might not be there to keep my heart from falling apart,
Everyday I take shallow breaths, thinking that this is just a dream, and that I may wake up at any moment and you will be forever gone to me,
Every night I have to close my eyes and bite my lip just to make sure that I am living in reality,
Ever since the day we met I knew it had to be too good to be true,
My life was a jacked up mess and nothing seemed to go right until the day I met you,
It almost seemed as if an angel had sent me a miracle, and I thought it was way too good to be true,
So that night I cried a thousand tears, knowing somehow that it was all a dream, and that by the time the sun had set you'd be a mere memory,
But you stayed, and have stayed with me since, forever at my side and forever keeping me alive,
But, though I know that it isn't a dream, that thought never leaves my mind,
Every night I have to cry, and close my eyes, pretending your there with me so I know it's not a dream,
"You're real", I think. "I can feel your warmth, your heartbeat. You know I love you, and I hope you love me...", I have to whisper to myself,
And even through I know you are real, and I know this is true, I have to act like it's not. Mentally, I am captured against my will to be haunted by the nightmare of you fading away from me,
You are my knight in shining armor, my prince charming, my hero, my life and I hope that, even if you do fade away, that I keep your memory, and you keep mine...
This poem is dedicated to my boyfriend, and babe.. even though we've gone through some bad times, my feelings for you will forever remain the same.. I love you and always will, and I hope this helps you understand that a little bit more. As for the people who read this, please comment and tell me what I should fix and what not...Thank you for reading.
