Lost my Heart, Hope to Die

When your casted in the shadows
Its hard to see the light
Its hard to face the sun
when you captured by the night
Its hard to face the fury
When you are so afraid
Its hard to keep some memories
when they all just seem to fade
Its hard to smile
when I think of you
Its hard to keep the tears from falling
Its hard to make it through
Its hard to watch time pass by
as slowly as it can go
Its hard for me to tell you
everything I know
You want an explanattion
for everything I do
and an \"im so sorry\"
is never good enough for you
I was never good enough
No I never was
Its hard to find the beauty in it
when love has so many flaws
Im sorry im not perfect
Im sorry im not fake
I gave you all I had
and all you did was take
I have no heart
oh if you only knew
I cant seem to find it
for it belonged to you