I was a mistake as a child,
wasn't meant to be born,
my mom had a miscarriage
and she was simply torn..so
she wanted two babies but only
one came out, so when her and
daddy got together, they had me
without a doubt..
she probably regrets this and
rather have one kid, but now i
guess it's too bad that she did
what she did. because I'm here
forever now, and known as the
mistake and I'm never leaving
no matter how much pain this
takes..
now I'm 14 and I'm still moving on
with this thing you call a life, my
heart keeps throbbing as if it were
deeply penetrated with a knife..
i know i talk of suicide and cutting
my wrists, just to let my mom know she brought me like this..
she never says she loves me, and
probably doesn't care, she never
gives me hugs or is ever there
she never cleans, and is always
sick, my mom is a drug addict..
i wish she dropped me when i was
a newborn because right now my
heart is simply torn, and maybe, if
she damaged me, i would've already been dead instead of dreaming i have been
