These feelings happen all at once
Like the seasons of the year
It's as if each of the passing months
Is going by as fast as each falling tear
Once in a while it feels like Summer time
I laugh with the rest of my friends
It feels as if the very sun is mine
And I could play until the world ends
Then the other people start to change
They are insensitive and ignorant
My feelings start to range
I just want to let loose and vent
It is the Autumn of my anger
With hues of gold and red
My heart grows colder
As all the trees slowly turn dead
Then my anger drifts away
It turns to utter sadness
Night takes over the day
I no longer care about all the rest
Now I'm deep in Winter
Depression rules my life
My mind and thoughts grow darker
And I grip the bloody knife
Like a flower in the snow
I wait for the return of the glowing sun
Will it come, I do not know
Will I ever again have fun
The ice begins to melt
Spring is in the air
The longing that I've felt
Begins to rip and tear
Now I'm falling apart
The year spins by at high speed
The ripping begins to start
A savior is what I need
Now Spring and Summer slip by
I'm left with just the bad
Even anger is no longer nigh
The only thing left is Winter and sad