He played the blues
which reflected my mood
for the past few days.
It's the feeling where nothing makes sense anymore
and possibly never will again.
Or how it feels when I finally recognize
that everything I believed in isn't what I thought it was,
and the sharp pain of betrayal
from those seemingly close to me
whom I've stood by through the bad and the good
trying my best to keep them safe
while getting nothing in return
yet continuing to do it,
and the deep want to just give up on them
however, knowing I never can.
But by far the worst part,
realizing that they don't seem to care at all
about what I know and what I think
while I sit and wonder if they ever did
or if I was blinded by my ignorance.
It's a depressing tune
but very expressive,
with a mellow rythm
but a harsh reality.
