Im Still Sorry Mummy....

Now Mum I'm Not So Good With Words
But This Time I'm Trying So Much More
I Want You To Hear It One More Time
Before I Finally Take The Knife And Close This Door

I Want You To Know I'm Sorry
And I'm Still Sorry When I Leave This Earth
If I Could,Id Give You A Time Machine
And You Could Go Back And Erase My Birth

I Don't Know Why God Put Me Here
And I'm More Sure Now It Was A Mistake
I'm Constantly Living In Some Dream World
One From Which I Now Will Not Awake

I'm Sorry I Didn't Wear Pretty Dresses
Or Wear My Brown Hair In A Bow
I'm Sorry I Didn't Play With Dolls
I Just Never Knew which Way To Go

I'm Sorry I Didn't Have Aspirations
And I Hated God And This Life
I'm Sorry I Didn't Find A Best friend
Except For This Kitchen Knife

I'm Sorry I Fought With My Brothers
Believe It Or Not Sometimes I Tried
I Tried To Be The Daughter You Wanted
But That Pleasure I Was Denied

I Wanted To Be Like Corey
So Your Eyes Wouldn't Be Filled With hate
I Wanted To Be Smart Like Him
But I Suppose Now Its Just Way Too Late

I'm Sorry My Marks Were Really Bad
And I Didn't So Well At School
You Said If I Just Tried A Little
But To Be Honest I Was A Fool

I Didn't Get The Questions Right
And The Teachers Didn't Care
I Tried So Very Hard Sometimes
But The Answers Were Never There

I'm Sorry You Didn't Like My Boyfriend
And I Know He Was Bad News
I'm Sorry I Chose A Life So Stupid
But I Was So Young And So Confused

I'm Sorry I Went Out That Night
With His Long Time Best Friend
I'm Sorry I Got What I Deserved
A Pain That Ill Never Be Able To Mend

I'm Sorry I Cried In Your Arms
And Made You Worry More Than I'm Worth
I'm Sorry For Every Second I Made You Cry For me
I'm Sorry For Every minute I Was Here On Earth

I'm Sorry I Slit My Wrists
I Thought It Was A Great Was Out
I'm Sorry I Closed My Self Off
And Id Constantly Scream And Shout

I'm Sorry You Had Hope For Me
And Dreams And Ambitions Ever So True
Id Never make A Great Ritter
People Don't Wanna Read Things So Blue

And Like I Said At The Beginning
Writing Isn't My Best Feature
I'm More Of A Lonely Peasant
Some Horrible Dark Creature

I'm Just A Broken Angel
That Doesn't Belong Here
I'm Not Filled With Love Or Hope
And I Say This With A Tear

I'm Sorry For My Funeral
And The Tears You May Cry
I'm Sorry That I Couldn't Apologies Enough
That I Decided To Rather Die

I'm Sorry Your A Great Mum
But I Didn't Deserve The Best
And I'm Sorry when You Read This
That I Now Finally Lay A Rest....

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