I hate that I feel left behind
when you walk away
I hate that I get jealous
when you are with other girls
I hate that I want you to be my best friend
‘cause I don’t think that’s what you want
I hate when I’m a pain in the ass
when all I want is to be nice to you
I hate that you are so popular
‘cause I never get to be alone with you
I hate that we have never talked about the thing
that brought us together in the first place
I hate that I don’t know what you think
when you look at me
I hate that I can’t read the signals in your eyes
when we look at each other
I hate that I can’t hug you without
thinking I shouldn’t
But most of all I hate that I can’t
figure out my own mind
