Another hour spend
trying to fall asleep
Another hour spend
thinking hopeless thoughts
Another hour spend
dreading for uncomfortable dreams
Another hour spend
wasting thousands of tears
Another hour spend
composing fictive dialogues
Another hour spend
finding excuses for my peculiar behaviour
Another hour spend
cutting myself to pieces
Another hour spend
telling myself to stop this
Another hour spend
planning how to act tomorrow
Another hour spend
filling myself with guilt
Another hour spend
hoping that I’ll be happy soon
Another hour spend
searching for reasons to live
