My Bloody Addiction

My arm is itching for the knife
though i don't really want to end my life
I just want to feel the sting of pain
as i stare out the window at the rain
My depression has become a addiction
Sometimes i wish these cuts would mend
but i want to keep useing this knife
because it is my only true friend
I don't know if this craving for pain will ever end

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