How could i have been so blind

I was so eager
and so willing to forgive you
that i was so blind to see the truth
that there was more from you
and when someone tried to tell me the truth
i would not believe him cuz i didn't want to get hurt
so i stuck up for you
but now here i am crying
because my heart is now dying
now i know the truth
and it was true
why did u not tell me in the first place
i can see the shame
can you see the hurt in my face
in my eyes
do u realize i hurt so bad
now I'm not even speaking to him
even though he was mine first
somehow you got him too
how could i have been so blind
not to see the liars behind the masks
i believed both of you
and yet u both let me down
and now I'm still on the ground
how could i have been so blind
to the feelings that i felt
and to the pain torture and regret
i stuck up for you
and told myself it wasn't true
and when u finally told me the truth
i cried so hard
but not in front of you
i told u i was OK
and that i didn't care
but in my heart i knew it wasn't fair
so how could i have been so blind to this hurtful act
because it was something i knew would tear me apart
and just rip my heart
when it was finally healing
and that feeling was almost gone
i found the truth
and i broke
and my hurtful words i should of spoke
and yet i kept them to myself
and said i didn't need any help but i was so blind in the first place
i could not see the shame on your face

This poem was written a while ago but i decided i would post it tell me what u think