Its amazing to reminisce on the past. To look back on pain, on emotions so strong that then, you could've sworn they would have killed you, had they lasted one more day. I remember so many heartaches, too many heartbreaks and I'll admit i do feel a slight resentment for having had to experience a pain so strong and utterly real. But then a calm settles upon me, something so serene. Everything that hurt me then, doesn't hurt me anymore and though it's a bit cliche, what doesn't kill you will ultimately make you stronger. From this pain i have grown, from this misery i have learned. To look at you, to hear your voice, to speak your name and simultaneously know that it's okay, that everything is okay now, well thats one of the best feelings Ive ever felt in my entire life. Imagining what life was like then, i could have never seen myself where i am now, happiness seemed so far away and my endless attempts to reach it proved hopeless. Despair had fallen upon my face and my heart was in a million pieces i swore I'd never find. But i did, and i will continue to repair what i find to be broken in this life of mine. Because that's what pain, life and love is all about. Picking up the pieces you can't find, looking through eyes that can't see and living with a heart that has died. But in the end the sun will always shine a little brighter, the stars will hang a little higher and the ocean, it will be a little bluer. Happiness won't always be this hard to find and pain is always gradual, for it shall fade too. Time heals all wounds and even when the days and nights are as one, there's an absence of both moon and sun - - remember, life goes on.
