It’s 10 am in the morning
I wake up still not realising where I am
Staring at the sealing I realise it was no nightmare…DAMN!
suddenly I hear a familiar sound
But I know it can’t be..or is it?
Slowly getting outta bed I look around
Confused I look at the pictures that are covering the wall
So many memories these pictures recall
It reminds me of to much pain..
I slowly strike my hand over the pictures
Just to make sure this is real
And it is..
Just as real as the confusion that I feel
I hear this sound again,
This time I’m sure it’s your voice behind the door
Spontaneous I forget all of the things that happened before
I open up and behind it I see you
I start crying, now that I know it was a dream
That it’s all untrue
You turn around and see me cry
You stand up asking me why it is I’m crying
But I can’t talk..
just want to feel your arms around me
Want you to Hugh me and love me like you always did
It feels so good to feel your body so close next to mine
It never felt so good before…
You let go when you hear someone is knocking on the door
And while you turn around walking towards it
Your image starts fading away
Just like it did on that particular day
I see a sharp light so sharp I need to close my eyes
When I open up I see myself sitting in bed
I’m staring at the wall with pictures again
But now its all tarred up
I remember I did it last night
Out of frustration, trying to make this feeling stop
You still haven’t come back to me, and probably never will
Even if you want to never can…
