You could never understand.
You wouldn't want to try.
To understand right now.
How much i want to cry.
To feel the world beneath you.
Start to go away.
To wish you didn't wake up.
Every single day.
To feel the hand thats helped you up, from falling, so far down.
Start to let go and never come back to help.
You should never want to feel.
You breath getting deep.
Like i do every night.
When i go to sleep.
You should never wake up in the middle of the night.
Just to see if your alive.
You shouldn't wake up and say "not again".
Never should your mom call everyday on the phone.
Most likely to see if you made it home.
When you hide in your room to escape it all.
But thats where you realize your flaws.
You can feel it shake inside you.
I think it should be suicide next.
