The confusion spins me in circles,
I end up at the start once again.
I don't know how you truly feel
and have no idea where we stand.
You are leaving here soon
and I wonder if you wil carry me along with you;
in your thoughts,
in your heart.
The idea of you keeps me warm in the night
while the reality of your touch repulses me.
How can I be with you when my heart yearns for another?
I should let go of him
and focus on you...
the confusion spins me in circles,
I end up at the start once again.
