I'm not sure what else to do
To explain this pain
This pain you've never went through
I'm sorry
Its my fault I put you in this position
Its my fault that you have to complete this mission
Its my fault for everything
I always thought I'd believe in myself
I always thought that if I made you happy I'd be too
But its not the way things are going
I hate that I don't know what to do
I keep telling myself that it'd be over soon
But for some reason it isn't
Like this my life now and theres no turning back
My will forever stay black
Still you will not understand
You have no idea how much this hurts
You have no idea how much I go through in one single day
You don't how badly I wish to fade away
**I wrote this very quickly so please excuse me if you get confused or something**
