Selfish Suicide

Wishing i could see you
Just one more time
Living my life without you
Too unbearable a crime

In the note you sent
Claimed it wasnt my fault
That it was meant to be
Ceasing mental assault

Stopping your pain
In your own selfish act
Surmounted my own
Breaking our pact

How did you think
It would make me feel?
Make my life better?
Make it anymore real?

I loved you so much
Did you love me at all?
Did you even think
The consequences of your fall?

"It wasnt my fault"
Yet it was so easy to die
Only received letters
To your tragic goodbye

I have your words
You have my tears
Of all the times i needed you
For all of these years