Scared.

*Like many others,this is NOT finished.

Sitting here by myself,
Wishing I was someone else.
Wondering why he went away,
I'm so scared to face the day.

The day he sais his love is gone,
The day I know ill have to move on.
The day my dreams will fade away,
The day that takes my life away.

Ill take that blade and hold it tight,
And my last prayer will be goodbye.
No one will care why I cried.
No one will wonder why I died.

But before I go,
I must ask.
Why God chose,
To make my life so bad.

Everything turned out wrong,
Everything is hatred.
All these years of my life,
All are now wasted.

Writing this in pain,
That will soon go through my veins.
Wishing everyone bared the blame for all my mistakes...