It's hard to

It’s hard to trust guys,
no knowing what’s behind they’re lies,
wondering if you should believe what they say,
hoping it won’t turn back on you someday

it’s hard to look back and see,
the things you said meant everything to me,
knowing that we weren’t meant to be
that you were just playing me,

it’s hard to know I was just your game,
your intentions were only to cause pain,
the stupid games you play,
always end up the same way

it’s hard to see you never cared,
that everything we had you tarred,
amazing how life can surprising,
to you I didn’t mean a thing

it’s hard to realize,
you can lie while looking in my eyes,
not caring how much pain is caused,
slowly your building up the wall

it’s hard to be me,
after everything i tried to be,
that you will never care,
you’re just focused on being a player

it’s hard to be nothing,
always wanting something,
not having anything,
not meaning a thing