For days now, I've spent time writing about you, and could never express myself..Feeling I could never open up to you,
I want you to know I'll always love you, I'll always stay by your side. You'll always be in my heart. You've never left my life..
Even though I say negative things about myself, and hurt you..I know myself, and it's all a lie..
I hate hurting you, the way I do..It hurts me even more, because I actually know I'm hurting you..
The words I say are very hurtful, and you know I never mean them. You're too special for me to ever mean such a thing, such rudeness, such harm..
Like I said, my love, you'll always stay close to me..Always be with me, always in my heart..
You're the one I desire, the one I crave. The one I want, so bold and brave.
I want to meet you, and hug you..And for you, a kiss I save..
And only for you, my love..Only for you..For you, my heart yurns for, it does so..
My heart is like a glow stick, so bright..It does glow..Like a star in the sky, my love for you..Is always shining bright..
For you, my love..Everything you've wished for..For you, my loved..Everything you've dreamed..And the girl that stands before you...That girl is me..
And as I speak your name, I feel an essential sparkle fill my voice..And only for you..Chris, my love..
*Note: This poem is dedicated to my one and only, Chris. He is very special to me, and I hold his love very close and dear to my heart. He's everything I had ever wished for in a guy..He brings me joy, yet I'm always so depressed...He's the brightness of my day, and I enjoy that..I love you, so much, Chris..
