Sorry if this isn't good just some scribbling i made
There is this pain inside my soul
There are tears and screams coming from my heart
My head is spinning out of control
Why can't I hold my emotions?
Why can't I control my actions?
Why is my world upside down?!
There are questions about me that can't be answered
There are actions about me that can't be explained
These emotions running wild
I snap
I cry
I scream and shout
I cut my arms and scratch the walls!
My emotions are running free I cannot control!
My actions are getting out of control
What can I do to stops this madness?
What can I say to stop hurting?
What are the answers to this disaster!
I lie here in my dark corner
Rocking...rocking...and watching...
My hands are shaking
My body trembles
My skin sweats of nervousness!
I hurt those I love (not purposely)
I drive them away (its an accident)
Driving them insane! (sanity?)
When can I answer these questions?!
When will this all go away?!
Is it death?
Illness of some sort?
Do I need to be locked away?
What?!
Why...
I do not wish to hurt...
I do not wish to kill...
I do not with to drive them insane...
I want things to be normal again
I want to find happiness..
Why does it feel like I am being suffocated with my own emotions!
I think it over and think it clear
This whole thought just fills my head
Spinning in my mind
Screaming in my heart
My blood feels so cold
The light is fading away
Voices come from every corner of the walls!
I stand at the center of my chamber
Only but a small dim light hits this one spot
Frozen in time
Lost with these tears
Killed with confusion
Tortured with the truth
The only answer to these questions..
The only conclusion possible..
Its as simple as 1 2 3 or A B C
