Sometimes i wonder why I'm still here
sometimes i wonder why you care
sometimes its hard to be happy
sometimes its hard to see the real me
i don't know if its in my mind
of if it's all real
but one thing i know
is that this is what i feel
i want to take the knife
i want to take my life
i want to go away
i want to not live another day
i don't want you to see the real me
i don't want your sympathy
i don't want to hurt you
i just wish i knew what to do
i just want to live the way i want to
i don't want to have to make it up to you
i don't want to have to say I'm sorry
i don't want you to forgive me
don't tell me that you care
don't tell me that you are always going to be there
don't tell that me you care I'm alive
don't tell that me you don't want me to die
I'm never going to be the same again
my heart and my pain will never mend
I'm sick of all your hurtful lies
so its time to say my goodbyes
mum, I'm sorry that this will hurt you
but you never saw what i went through
i was full of hatred and pain
everyone thought i was insane
to all my friends, I'm sorry i couldn't of been better
I'm sorry i had to write this letter
I'm sorry for all the pain i caused you
I'm sorry i had to bring you down too
and dad, the lucky last, my father of the past
now i can be in heaven with you
we can go back to the old times
just like we used to..
*would be much appreciated if u comment or vote..thanks*
