Ways To Suicide

I have nothing to be lost,
I am nothing but bemused,
Should I stay or should I go,
this is my forfeit,
Inside I am full of irate,
Anger for all,
Wishing you could relate,
Pull out a knife,
Do you think it will end this life,
Take some pills,
To get some thrills,
Pull out a rope to hang myself,
It would help to relieve oneself,
Cut the vein,
This would be inane,
Placing me as insane,
Drown my self in a foot of water,
This Id do just to prove to you,
Electricute myself with a fork in a socket,
Oh the excruciating pain i would go through,
I could just as easily pull out a gun,
That would be to casual,
And would be lacking fun,
Jumping off a building doesnt seem so bad,
Id have a rush before the end of my life,
My life being done and over,
These are the methods I have thought through,
I already have seen hell it has come into view.