Each day is a challenge that
I always lose.
The world isn’t real,
Only mine is.
This life I have is
all I need.
I only need myself.
They try to save me but
it’s not worth it.
I don’t understand this
place I’m in.
I understand that my
pain is real.
I know my love for
him is true.
I don’t understand
or know who I am.
The feelings are lost.
My life is lost.
I want to be who
I was before I
was overpowered
by self-hate and
self-guilt.
