These thoughts of confusion.
The world is spinning.
My mind has lost control.
I don’t know who I am.
The road keeps going,
there’s no end.
The corners and bends,
the twists and turns.
What is this place?
I look behind and see
my past, I see who I
used to be.
Ahead of me is lost.
There’s a sign, two arrows,
one goes to light, the other
to the dark.
The darkness calls
to me.
I follow the path.
Demons, fire, death,
self-hate, self-pity.
Why am I here?
It’s too late to go back.
This is me now.
The scars show it.
Each day is worse.
I can’t escape.
It’s hopeless.
The world I know
is lost forever.
Darkness and hate
is all I know now.
Self-hate and self-pity
control me.
My life is gone.
