I seemed happy and care free.
They didn’t know half of it.
I felt alone and lost.
They looked at me and thought
That I’d been blessed.
The truth is...I hadn’t.
I spent my entire life wondering,
‘What if...’ but it didn’t change.
My past is my future.
My future is gone now.
My past and present are gone as well.
I wasted my life not knowing,
Not living, not loving.
Now it’s all gone.
The friends, family, love,
All is lost to me.
I lay still as they watch me.
Watch me fade away from them.
Nothing can bring me back,
And nothing will.
