This is where it ends

I slice the blade though my skin;
All the madness must begin.
I cut away all my fears;
out of my eyes I bleed few tears.
I think of him and of you;
can't decide what to do.
Hurt and pain is all I feel;
all my scars will never heal.
Cut so deep, reaching my heart;
all the madness now must start.
You went away, you didn't care;
I reach out, you're not there.
Why scream out? Please don't cry;
screwed up life based on lies.
Make another; cut it deep;
slowly now; blood does seep.
Dripping, dripping all around;
dripping, dripping to the ground.
Each drop of blood represents me;
all the pain, what's meant to be.
Please don't cry, it's over now;
it would have worked I'm sure somehow.
So, goodbye all, I love you friends
but all the madness now must end.