I know I'm not to blame
but I feel I was somehow the cause
I shouldn't have fell so fast
I shouldn't have fell so hard
Maybe i created this Love thing
for my own personal pleasures
dreaming of the love I longed to have
wanting it to last forever
Maybe I misunderstood
and thought that we actually were
maybe I came on too hard
and made you want to be with her
Maybe I gave you too much
always there when I felt that you needed me
following an unclear path
not knowing where it would lead me
Maybe I didn't give you enough
do things to stay in your mind
maybe you didn't want me there
and I didn't see this because I was blind
Maybe I tried to hard
to give you what you wanted
and this pushed you away
and made you start fronting
Maybe i supported you too much
wanting to show you that I really did care
hoping that in return
you would always be there
Maybe I didn't try hard enough
held back for my feelings for many reasons
maybe deep, down inside
I knew that you would be leaving
Maybe I held on too tight
afraid to let you go
scared that maybe
you didn't love me so
Maybe I wanted you so bad
that i made you and I a lie
just maybe my heartbreak
was my own suicide
