I often wonder

I often wonder
if you truly love me
i often wonder
if we're really meant to be.

i often wonder
if I'm so happy, why must tears fall from my eyes
i often wonder
when you told me you loved me, was it a lie?

i often wonder
if I'm the only one you think of
i often wonder
if I'm the only one you love.

i often wonder
why must i cry always
i often wonder
why i feel sad for so many days.

i often wonder
why i let you do this to me
i often wonder
why i put my self through so much misery.

i can't leave
i can't stay with thee
i often wonder
am i really happy?

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