I know it's hard for you to understand
Hard to take
That I'm not the one you want me to be
and I never will be
But I'm still me
Can't you see that?
I'm still your little girl
I always will be
If you let me
I know you got hurt
I understand
But I got hurt too
Did you knew?
Do you think I wanted it to end like it did?
Do you think it was that way I'd planed to tell you?
If so, you're wrong
I had my reasons not to tell you
I was afraid
I wanted to get older first
I wanted to grow stronger
You didn't let me...
It felt like a knife in the heart
Did you knew how weak I was?
Instead of growing stronger
I'm struggling to get up in the morning
You took my life away that day
Did you knew?
I don't know if I'm able to trust anyone again
I'm trying
But it's not that easy
When the one I thought I really could trust let me down
Broke into my deepest secret
How can i ever trust again?
I feel so unsure
Have you noticed that?
Don't you see me as your little girl anymore?
Have you forgotten my first step,
my first smile, my first word?
Please remember..
It's still there.
I'm still me
I wish that you could see that, more than anything
I wish I had your support mommy
But it seams like I'm on my own
I shell make it
I'm going to prove that I'm strong
Even if I know I'm not
I can't live a lie
Can't you understand that
Don't you see that i need you?
...why do I even bother...
