Confused

He holds your hands, and touches your lips,
You feel nervous as he places a kiss,
His warm mouth opens, in slides his tongue,
You can't believe this is your first one.
You see him at school and throw a big wave,
He stares at you, then walks the other way.
You ring him that night, he hangs up on you,
Don't you realize he's no good for you?
Three months pass and he finally calls,
He wants to meet you tonight at the mall.
He says he loves you, he can't let you go,
You take it easy and go with the flow.
Hand in hand, you walk to the park,
The sky is black, even the stars are dark.
He takes advantage, has sex with you,
He wanted one thing, he used you.
He took your virginity, your heart and your soul,
He's a disgrace to you after all that he stole.
You hate your life you want it to end,
It's gonna take time for your heart to mend.
Forget about him, start a new life,
Think happy thoughts, don't reach for that knife.
You think of him and say "What a waste,"
As you turn and walk, with a smile on your face.

I was 16 when I wrote this, please comment I appreciate it.