Insomnia

The day's are growing weary the nights are growing cold it's just to hard to sleep at night my mind is growing old

all the things i see are frightening i just want to cry out but no one will listen to me even when i shout

a darkness took hold of me long before i can't remember the last time i had a decent dream all i see are nightmares, every time i sleep, all i do is scream

they haunt me; they take control there is nothing i can do is what I'm told, i never sleep anymore; I'm far to scared i need someone here for me to hold

I'm loosing my mind, insomnia is in my head i see so much gruesome things all the things that i dread all the terrible things i see are hidden in the back of my head

i feel a shiver going down my spine and the sweat running down my face i don't know what to do anymore, i have to runaway from this place

but it wont help the nights when i try to sleep it wont help all the terrible images go away it wont help me have a peaceful dream insomnia is a big part of me and wont go away

every night i dread to go to sleep because of all the painful things i see so every night i stay awake so i wont see the things inside of me

the horrible deaths, the terrifying murders all the suicides, it even happens to me all the people dieing. crying in pain why do i see all of these horrible things

what is wrong with me, what's happening why am i the one who sees these things and all my dreams are real that's the scary thing, all the things i am seeing are actually happening

all the screams, all the blood all the people dieing hoping to go above, o the sanity, o the pain, o the insomnia, i hope that this is just one big dream

but it's not i know it's real, because the next day i see the victims faces on the t.v. why cant i tell anyone how i feel and what i see, why is insomnia a part of me

is someone trying to tell me something is there something that i need to see do i have a gift that people can use is this why insomnia is a part of me

am i supposed to save someone special do they need me to guide is there someone i need to save i guess i don't have to hide

god has given me a gift for a reason maybe a special one indeed, maybe i need to have insomnia, so that i can see, how to save...........me......