Rock Bottom

It's starting up again
And it's worse than before
These feelings of loneliness
I can't take anymore

As soon as I feel better
It starts to drag me down
I'm trying to stay strong
But I can't get rid of this frown

I think I've already hit rock bottom
But I'm starting to dig deeper
And I'm trying my hardest to get up
But I just keep on getting weaker

I never thought I could get this bad
Where I always think of suicide
But I guess it's not easy
When you have no one by your side

I wish there was a way to escape
So I can run away from this life
And as my problems keep building
My only way of dealing is turning to the knife