A Vampire Inside

I lie in the darkness
To wait for the rain
The deaths of others gather
For the clouds to release their pain

The blood rains down
Upon my head
I lift up my face
To see the sky red

Like a child in the snow
I hold out my tongue
I sip up the blood
That tastes of sorrow unsung

The death keeps on falling
With the souls of those gone
I drink till I'm full
And then I drink on

But then the deadly bliss stops
Though my vampire lust remains
I decide it's time for me to go and search
Beyond to sooth my pain

I walk up to the surface
To search for victims in the dark
I sneak up behind
And swiftly leave my mark

I suck at each helpless neck
The glad run and hide
When I rise in the night
A vampire inside

Still I thirst for more
As people drop dead before me
From the blood that I have taken
To repay what I lost from cutting so deeply

To catch them by surprise
I slip around in the shadows
They will never suspect
Until their dead bodies are being picked at by the crows

As I set down the final corpse
Blood is smeared around my lips
I'm heavily gasping for air
The final drop my mouth sips

I collapse on the floor
There's nothing left to take
I take a knife out of my robe
The blood I'll just have to make

I take the knife in hand
And slit my trembling wrist
Blood begins to pour
As I squeeze it out by clenching my fist

My mouth meets the blood
And my tongue pushes it back
That sweet taste of gory satisfaction
But still enough blood I lack

More slits, more bloody rain
It pours into my throat
Until my wrists are white
And my lust I can no longer dote

My head lolls back
And up I look
The bloody rain again comes down
And my body shook

Finally I died
And the blood rained harder than ever before
As all blood I had in me came down
And my body lay drenched on the floor

A drop slips in my cold mouth
It slithers through my veins
It slowly awakens me
Though I'm unfeeling to any pain

Now I'm the living dead
A true vampire in mind and soul
I will continue to search for blood
Until again I'm full

I stand up and start to slowly walk
No spirit is left here
Almost mindlessly, I have one purpose now
To take blood and strike fear

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