Dying for you

I don't know what happened i really cant explain.
How all the words that you said caused me so much pain.

Do you even know what happened do you even care.
Cause every-time i wanted you, you weren't even there.

The words you said to me almost caused me to my death.
not knowing if you would even if i would have left.

72 pills is a lot to take. all of this is for real none of it is fake.

i wanted to end my life i wanted to do it so bad.
not knowing that if it would have gone through if you'd even be sad

11 hours in the hospital knowing i almost died.
seeing that every-time i looked over you weren't by my side

.How would you feel if i were to die. knowing that all you did was hang up and not even say goodbye.

it hurts for me to know i can never see you.
knowing that everything would be different if you only knew.

XoXo
Kristie
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