Rest In Peace

What was it, Paul,
That made you die?
Why was it that,
You had to say bye?

I'm not mad,
At least not now,
I'm sure you're happier,
Up in the clouds.

It seemed so surreal,
But now it's sunk in,
Suicide was your answer,
Because you couldn't win.

I'll never understand,
If you really wanted to die,
Or if it was your illness,
That made you fly.

I regret so much now,
Like when i last saw you,
It was so long ago,
There's nothing i can do.

I've so much to say to you,
But no way how,
You're gone,
I realise that now.

I'm never going to feel,
You're tender touch,
You were always there,
To give me a hug.

I don't know what i'll do,
Without you here with me,
Do you know my pain,
Can you see?

You're still my brother,
Remember that Paul,
And i'll never forget you,
Not at all.

I'm not happy,
But you are at least,
One last thing to say, Paul,
Rest in peace