I wish to cry aloud
Like alittle boy who has just lost his mom
But only thing seems to come out is the fear of loosing you
I try to hide my fear
To hide my tears
But i find my tears hide from me
I see like a deaf man hears
I wish i could only see things true
When im with you its a lie
When your away it is my weakness
You haunt my dreams you haunt my life
I push you away to cover my wounds with a bandage
But i find the bandage only washes away with my love
I find my self loosing sleep over you
I find my self hiding out because of you
I wish i could only see things straight
But instead i look around and only see black
