by christine Jul 17, 2003
category :
Sadness, depression /
about depression
The day seems to be going slowly. I awoke disappointed but sure I had to get up. It carries on like this every morning. It almost becomes a chore to open my eyes. That’s why I need him. To make all this suffering just disappear for even just a while. Just to make sense of this meaningless life I’m travelling. That’s all life is…… one meaningless substitute for hell. If it wasn’t then why are there so many unhappy people? Including myself? Life isn’t what you make it……life is just an ill adventure just waiting to die before you’re even born. From the very first breath of air we intake, we begin to die, to decompose into nothing. |