Always Waiting For You

I can't believe them
Even though I try
They say that you love me
But then you don't act like you do
And I always get slapped
By all my friends who is always with me
My friends are with me spiritually
And sometimes
Along with you
But I don't know if its you or not
I can always feel you there
I can always tell when you're there

If you're somewhere I am
You hide every time
But why?
My friends say your afraid
But should I believe
I'm confused
I'm depressed
And I'm hurt
Because of you
I go through this
But I don't care
Because I would do anything for you

I don't know anything about you
Besides what your soul told me
Which wasn't much
But it's still enough
I get told so many things
By all my friends about you
But I don't know if there true or not
If you ever tell me the truth
I don't know what I'll do
Because I don't know what it will be
Hopefully its the truth
Hopefully it won't hurt me

I dream about you
And you're always with me
But will they come true?
I want them too
But that's up to you
Whether they come true of not
So make your choice
So I won't feel like I do
So if you don't truly feel the same
I can let go
But until then
I'll always be waiting for you.

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